minimalist me today
There are a lot of things to figure out. Time just passed by really fast. I realized I just wasted my whole morning. Nothing productive was ever done. What’s with today? I feel lazy. Long weekends at home aren’t really fun. I’m supposed to go out and live life. But thinking of going out makes me even more lazy. I think ‘ll just let this one go. Next weekend will sure be fun…I hope.
He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.
For I know the plans I have for you. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.
I don’t know if this is a crossroad for me. I’m not even sure where I’m going. But it’s still good to know where I am right now. I realized I’m not actually lost, it’s just that I haven’t decided on where to go next. It’s pretty damn difficult to figure out life. Even with this simple life of mine, things still become difficult to understand. As of this writing, time is of the essence to my confusing predicament. I just don’t have enough time to decide. Actually, I do not have the capacity to use time at all. The clock is not on my side. But I figured, it was never upon me to decide on what to do with my life. My life is merely borrowed, I’m just a servant doing the Master’s plans for me. Well the problem here is that, I occasionally forget about being a servant. Sometimes my human instinct tells me to get on with stuffs that are not suppose to be done. At the end of the day, I realized that I don’t have to get confused or weary. Everything is according to His plans, His time. And His time is on time. Always on time.